Adultery, jealousy, anxiety… I want to embrace my wife again. Three years without sex have rekindled our passion, making us as passionate as when we first started dating. (Ito Mayuki CAWD-621)

"I want a child..." Even a simple sentence like this can put immense pressure on a couple. We've been married for five years, but we haven't had sex for about three. When Wu Xue told me she wanted a child, I wondered if she, being newly married and still working, could raise a child properly. Despite numerous advances to have sex, I've refused. Just when I thought she hadn't contacted me lately, I saw Wu Xue's smartphone screen... a conversation with the man she was having an affair with. This is the result of our marriage, sitting cross-legged, thinking he understood me, leaving me alone... It's all my fault. I made you feel lonely. What Wu Xue needs more than a child is my love and warmth. Without realizing it, he's shut Wu Xue out for three years. Anger, regret, and self-pity overwhelmed me. I love Wu Xue... I don't want to lose her... I don't want her taken away by another man!! When I found out about my wife's affair, I changed. I made him breakfast, asked him out on a date, and for the first time in a while, we laughed and talked. I apologized for my previous disrespect and honestly shared my feelings. "I want to make love with Wu Xue again." Making love for the first time in three years… nervous, nervous, excited… it felt just like the first time. After all, Wu Xue is the best. I can't do without Wu Xue…